Thursday, November 12, 2009
------life's like that
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
its the second week of schoool..
so far so goood.
drove to school last wednesday...
was damn nervous. picked ter up at gombak and went to schoool...
supposed to be there early as we were driving there..
but we were 1hr late. haha.
i break tooo hard, i didnt check my blindspot, it was so scary...
but i overcame it after awhile.
i finally drove back to mum's place by the expressway. first time again. lol.
parked the car on my own, first time again. lol.
i know i damn lousy, like after i have passed aaft 1 yr plus.
anyway, i did it.. haha.
well.... been thinking a lot this past few days, dont think so much for what, but sighh..
i'm no good in words, i'm a very lazy girl, i cant do my things properly, i cant think properly, i cant express my feelings well enough, arrghhhhhhhh, i cant do many things...
sometimes, i just feeel like being alone...
i want ling to come accompany me....
:(
------life's like that
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
yesterday was a horrrrrrrrrrrrrrigbleeevegetableeeeeeeeeeeeyuckyyyyyyyypoooo DAY!
i was feeeeeeeling damn horrible the whole day.
firstly, i woke up at 745PM!
dreamt of horrible stuffs....
( husband in my dream tortured me with nails ) zzz
then....
mum went super biased and let my stupid brother win.
fine, whatever it is. my brother is one horrible arsehole.
yes, he is nice sometimes, but he is the worst at most of the time.
i seriously dont understand what is he thinking.
kevin lim, can u pls wake up ur stupid idea.
BE A 23 YEARS OLD MAN! dumb. zzzzzz
then..............
my bf. zzzz..........i seriously hate it when you go missing for a few hours. at some ulu place with ur friends at ard 3,4,5,6AM. then call me back and say you eating then driving, then forget.
yes, i know that its just A call, or A msg. but cant you just reply like sth short, sweet and nicce to make me feel better? why must you always do this? pls pls pls put urself in my shoes.
and once i speak abt it, u will think i'm trying to control you. or what or what.
its not at all. i just wanna know what are you doing, where are you, that's all!
sighhh........
darling, you can seriously make me feel sad or happy at any time. zzz..
then....................................................
i couldnt sleep till abt 750AM! bf came back ard 720AM, zzzzzzzzzz...... and i woke up at 1045 to get ready for my first day of school.... darling asked me to drive his car, but i kinda scared lei..dont know why..... and in e end, i toook bus, and 1hr journey to school. -_- if i know i drive lor. seriously. zzzz.
anyway, 1130 was my lesson, and somehow i was late, and reached sch at ard 12. and ISLAM LEFT CLASS ALREADY!!!!!!
zzzzzzzzzzzz................-_- i thought still okay, cause lesson starting at 1. but aft checking, actually starting at 2!!!!!!
zzzzzz, make my life even more miserable. idk why. but i felt like screaming out loud, and i kept making so much noise until wilson say, what's wrong la, make so much noise for what.
then i realised, i really making too much noise alr. so i just keep quiet lor. and calmed myself down...
haiya.
had some fruits, drank some fruit juice....
calmmm stay calmm....
then had some lesson on geomac. BORING. then fyp for awhile. then i quickly went to take a cab back to mum's place to find ling.
somehow missing him like so much, yet angry with him yet disappointed....
and when i reached home, he was still snoring like a pig, even when i poked his arm, he was still snoring and like didnt feel anything.....
so i just when to switched on my com, started to play fb. and wait for him to wake up...
thenn................somehow, he finally felt my presence, and woke up. then went to geylang and went back to bb to eat botak jones while he ate chicken rice. lol.
then we went to west mall to massage leg! shiokness. hehe.
and i came back home first, while darling went to meet ah boy, 88 they all.
and nowwww......... he didnt reply my msg again.
probably he is busy, shall wait..
and i might just go sleeep. cause i'm ultra tired now. wooo....
and darling, you mean a lot to me, A LOT.
and i love you mum. no matter what. and my dad.
and :( i still wish that you two are still tgt.
gooodnight.
------life's like that
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...... i'm super duper ultra bored.
darling is having an ultra headache over his project. his boss is giving him more and more stress. so pooor thing. and yet, i cant help in anything. tried my best to think of some ideas, but i've totally nth in my head. :( so sorry darling.
nothing seems to interest me now.
faceboook. seee everything i could seeee alr. boring.
saw my usual friends blog.
saw other friends blog.... zzz.....
somehow rmbed abt friendster and went in. lol. worst. boringggggg.
and now....... i'm here.
if only i'm at my mum's place. somehow it wouldnt feeel as bored as i'm at my dad's place now.
during the whole 8 weeeks of holidays, the best thing of it was staying in my mum's place. i dont know why. but it feeels more love, more comfortable, have my own rooom to do anything i want, more freedom, more space, more laughter.... even though i have to do housework there. ii feeel more to the house. rather than here. :/
all i do, is come back, go rooom, use laptop. dead.
my dad asked me to pack, but how to pack when i dont have rooom. how to put my things in a good place. i dont even have much place.
sigh.....
why like that why like that.....hhaiya.
:(
life is gettting more n more boringggg. how to make it interesting???
:(
holidays filled with mahjong, some dates here and there, some problems, zzzzzzzz.............
:(
tried to do the best i could to push my gpa up, but afterall, it still stays almost the same but higher just by a bit. zzzzzzzz................
:(
the worst thing i didnt do was to meet up with brigid...
:( but why arent u replying to my smses.
:(
what is wronggggggggggggggggggg...........
:(
my health is somehow deteriorating.
fell sick that day suddenly.
threw up.
first time had migraine attacks.
headache headache everyday.
giddy giddy everyday.
forget things..
my brain is dyingg.......
zzzzzzzzzzzz...........
:(
school is starting in a few more days.
school will then end in a few more days again...
and i'll be out there, wondering where should i go. what should i do...
zzzzzzzzzzz.........
:(
life's so boringggggg.........how how how to make it interesting...
can some money fall from the sky.
so that i can go some farawayyy places with my lingggg...
:(
haiyaaaaaaa...........
okayyyy.......
here's whatever i am not happy with....
so........................
shalllll start with a smile tmr on my face. cause i'm gonna get my crown done!
then i can smile widely showing my 2 front teeeeeeeeeeth. :D
anyway, darling has beeen great to me.
he is always there for me....
when i had problems, he helps me to solve.....
he teaches me what to do.......
darling ah darling.........
i loveeeey youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
you know ah, i misssssss you sooo much like, just now i just saw you, then u go work, then zzzzz. miss liao. it is like something is misssing.
that feeeling..
you know...
haiya. okay luhhhhhhhhhh.... enough of naggings.
fyp is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo hot, sweaty, itchy and zzzzzz.....
okay. night.
------life's like that
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
hello. its 6:21AM now. darling snoring beside me.
i havent sleep yet. so shittty..
sleepy but cant slp. -_-
anyway, did up my blog a little bit. was soooooo bored of it actually.
and many many things had happened. shall blog again sooon.
will try to slp now. good night everyone.
anyway, its 67 months anniversary of me and darling. <3<3<3 love him many.
and 10 more days to my bday!
------life's like that
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
HELLLLLO!!
I'M BACKKKKK!
HAHAHAHAHA.
I KNWO I'VE NOT BEEN BLOGGING FOR DAMNNNNN LONGG...
NO.1. CAUSE I WENT TO GERMANY FOR A MONTH FOR MY SCH'S ATTACHMENT.
NO.2. CAUSE I LAZYYYY TO BLOG AFTER I CAME BACK FROM THERE.
HEHEHEHEHE.
ANYWAY, I'M BACK FROM GERMANY.
AND I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEDD IT THERE. :D
I WISHHH I WISHHH I CAN SERIOUSLY GO BACK THERE.
ANYWAY, DARLING HAS BEEEN VERYY NICE TO ME! :D
I LOVEEEEEEED IT. HAHAHA.
AND....... SCHOOL'S NICE TOOO!
IT'S NOT AS BORING AS HAVING HOLIDAYS, DOING NTH AT HOME.
AND........... YANLING HAS BEEN A GREAT GREAT FRIEND.
HAHAHHA. OK. BRB ANOTHER TIME! :D
------life's like that
Sunday, February 15, 2009
our very first few photos we took together when i was in SECONDARY 1. :)
then secondary 2. hahaah.
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finally.... back together again. :):).jpg)
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------life's like that
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
LOL!
------life's like that
Monday, February 09, 2009
one of my relatives very close friend, child, just passed away.
he was only 3 years old... :(:(:(
the last time i saw the didi was on 3rd day of cny.
and the last few words i said was, didi! xin nian kuai le!
didi! xin nian kuai le!!
sighhhh...
he is not even 3 years old!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he was drowned at Farm mart yesterday.
he was missing for about 2 hrs, and aft that he was found in the fish pond.
drowned. unconscious.
:(:(
sighh.
you know he was a v handsome boy, a cute one.
but he's kinda naughty. but even so! :(:( haiz...
my condolences.
i hope that everyone will pray for him.
------life's like that
Monday, February 02, 2009
suddenly i dont have the mood for school.
the projects, the assignments, the quizzes, the tests, the exams are alllllll coming up.
i dont feel like attending the lessons.
i dont feel like finishing the projects/assignments.
i dont have the mood to study.
i missed the pathetic GEMS quiz.
over 30 marks, i've only gotten 12 marks. WHEN i could have actually scored full marks for it, cause it is just finding answers from the powerpoint slides. and i can even ask around for answers. now, there's this final test coming up. WHERE there is 80 over questions. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. 35% some more.
SECURING YOUR PC. WHAT KNOWLEDGE DO I HAVE FOR IT?????
worst thing.....
i suddenly dont have the mood to go to germany for my attachment.
:(:(:(
i know that in the end...
i still have to do everything.
i still have to go through it.
sighh..
------life's like that
Monday, January 26, 2009
:D
hahah! gong xi fai cai!
shen ti jian kang!
wan shi ru yi!
mei tian kai xin!
gooooood luck to everyone who gambles!
jia you! jia you!
&
all the best to my darling when he changes his job!
gong zhuo shun shun li li!
no matter what, i'll be there for u darling! (:
<3
hehehe.
had 4 reunion dinner all tgt today!
mum's place,,,
followed by bf's place..
then dad's place...
then uncle's place...
ultra full like crazy!
lol!
cny = fat fat fat!
alright! gonnna sleep now!
have fun ppl! :D
love bf!
------life's like that
Thursday, January 15, 2009
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------life's like that
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
MY BELOVED BABY, NAME FRAP! FRAP FRAP!!! :D LOOK AT HOOOOOOOW HANDSOME HE IS. DARLING AND I adopted HIM on the 8TH OF DECEMBER 2008! At that point of time, he was roughly about 3months old. So much loves from us. :D :D ANYONE OUT THERE WHO HAS A LOVE BIRD, PLEASE SHARE WITH ME !! & LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS BUY FOR HIM, OR HOW YOU TAME HIM, OR ANYTHING ANYTHING! :D HE was such a beloved quiet boy when we got him, never bites.
Scold already, awhile later also will sayang back lor.
------life's like that
